Heavy Mental

by Mistress

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released 07 April 2013

Guitars/Bass - Mita Khrichenko
Vocals - Deanna Gardas
Session Drums - Grom (www.gromdrums.com)

Album Art by Victoria M. (www.etsy.com/shop/beautyanddecay)

Mixed and Mastered by Mita Khrichenko

Music and Lyrics** by Mita Khrichenko
**Lyrics to "Unloved" by Deanna Gardas
Lyrics to "Demon" by Mita Khrichenko and Deanna Gardas

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Track Name: Hell Hole
In five out of six is your life
Pray for luck to be on your side
You play and you play till one gets tossed away
But the hand, still points, to you
To start all over
Beg me for your life
Just one shot and maybe you'll survive
You will stay inside
Devils wager all of you will die
Why'd you put me in this Hell Hole
The cause we fought for was a lie
Forgotten by all left to die
You play and you play till one gets tossed away
But the hand, still points, to you
To start all over
Beg me for your life
Just one shot and maybe you'll survive
You will stay inside
Devils wager all of you will die
Why'd you put me in this Hell Hole
The first left a cripple in bed
The second one shot through the head
The last left to stand, could not save his best friend
And the pain, he holds, on to
Will never let go
Beg me for your life
Just one shot and maybe you'll survive
You will stay inside
Devils wager all of you will die
Why'd you put me in this Hell Hole
Track Name: 28 Days
Woke up in heaven
And looked around
Deathlike, Silence, (is) all I found
I watched the sun set
The fading light
Something, creeping, in the night
Miss my home, now all alone, I hide
Friends all gone, no one to calm my mind
And still I keep my way, so they, stay, a-way
Army found, secure compound, they say
Please stay here, don't go nowhere, today
And still I keep my way, afraid, running a-way
They, No longer breathing, Hunger increasing
Da-a-ay, twenty eight
Days since it started, When life departed
da-a-ay, twenty eight
Face in dirt, about to die, alone
Change of heart, the will to fight, is born
And still I keep my way, so they, stay, a-way
They, No longer breathing, Hunger increasing
da-a-ay, twenty eight
Days since it started, When life departed
da-a-ay, twenty eight
I saw the horror, I felt such sorrow
Prayed for tomorrow
To go back, And to forget, Just one day
Day twenty eight, Yeah
Green fields around us
Wide open sky
See our, savior, flying high
They see the signal
We raise our hands
Bleeding, starving, but okay, yeah
They, No longer breathing, Hunger increasing
da-a-ay, twenty eight
Days since it started, When life departed
da-a-ay, twenty eight
Track Name: Four Oclock Squad
They don't come in till four o'clock
Call them before you're outta luck
Just two for you and all the rest
But still they wish you all the best
They say they're from the naked gun
They'll have you questioned just for fun
Bad guys, Bad guys
McCoulagh Ellis get it done
The fools are coming through the door
The handcuffs on they're free no more
Some justice has been done today
McCoulagh Ellis on the case
They say they're from the naked gun
They'll have you questioned just for fun
Bad guys, Bad guys
McCoulagh Ellis get it done
Oh dear Lou and Louis
How could you be so foolish
The letters should've warned you
But it was greed that brought you
Four O-Clock Squad Yeah
The judge and lawyer share a smile
I guess I'll be here for a while
The time is not yet even four
The squad ain't here to take the floor
They say they're from the naked gun
They'll have you questioned just for fun
Bad guys, Bad guys
McCoulagh Ellis get it done
Oh dear Lou and Louis
How could you be so foolish
The letters should've warned you
But it was greed that brought you
Oh dear Lou and Louis
How could you be so foolish
The letters should've warned you
But it was greed that caught you
Four O-Clock Squad Yeah
Track Name: Psycho Bat
Am I a sa-aint, Or just insa-ane
Prowling the street every night
My heart's on fire, I'm getting higher
Better be ready to fight
I see the signaling light
A sign of courage and might
The thing that makes it all right
No more regrets in life
I am the darkest knight
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
One drink relaxing, Two bottles later
The shouts that call for my name
Am I a hero, Or just a weirdo
The line gets blurred every day
personal life is a mess
And I just couldn't care less
And so I put on this mask
I'm gonna make it right
I am the darkest knight
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
Flying through the night again
But falling back down all too fast
Thirsting, craving, everything psycho
Another ti-ime, Another cri-ime
Here comes a bat out of hell
First I shoot u-up
Then knock em do-own
Feels so much better this way
Excitement clouding my mind
I gotta deal with this slime
No time to stop for a pint
I'm gonna make it right
I am the darkest knight
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
Psycho bat, Psycho bat
Flying through the night again
But falling back down all too fast
Thirsting, craving, everything psycho
Psycho,, I'm just a psycho
In your eyes, In their mind a
Psycho, A lonely psycho
I don't cry, I just fly a-way
Psycho bat
Track Name: Rage
I've got demons cursing you
I keep hiding in shame
Holding back the rage
Tell me what you want from me
Tell me so I can sleep
On our bed of nails
My love for you has long ago
Been put to rest by banter
You know it's true and always was
One look at you here comes the rage
Has taken over, Oh yeah
Rage
Better move over, Oh yeah
There's nowhere to run or hide
There's no turning around
Brought this on yourself
What I have now realized
Maybe better this way
Setting free my rage
My hate for you has long ago
Been growing deep within me
You know it's true and always was
One look at you here comes the rage
Has taken over, Oh yeah
Rage
Better move over, Oh yeah
And then I think it over
Turn my head and say
Maybe someday maybe then
Speaking to no-one
Again
Wanting to move on
But something stops me, rage
Has taken over, Oh yeah
Rage
Better move over, Oh yeah
Rage
Has taken over, Oh yeah
Rage
Better move over, Oh yeah
Track Name: Demon
Human trash, Nothing worse
No compassion no remorse
Hunting for, What they need
Afterwards they watch you bleed
No peace of mind given to (me)
Judging with, Eyes that burn
Shut your mouth and wait your turn
Only son, Only one
Doesn't matter better run
Alone is what I'd rather be
in place of constant scruti(ny)
Give them just an inch
take a god damn mile
Demons taking over my mind
Cast away, All your friends
Broken bonds make no amends
Turn to drugs, Lowly state
Then become the thing you hate
Alone is what I'd rather be
in place of constant scruti(ny)
Give them just an inch
take a god damn mile
Demons taking over my mind
Spreading many lies
Fire in their eyes
Demons taking over my life
It's a matter of time, A little time
A matter of time, Until I'm
Losing my mind
Yeah losing my mind, But I can't
Have you holding me down
Holding me down
Yeah holding me down, And you don't
Matter at all, Not anymore
Matter at all, To me, NO
Alone is what I'd rather be
in place of constant scruti(ny)
Give them just an inch
take a god damn mile
Demons taking over my mind
Spreading many lies, Fire in their eyes
Demons taking over my life
Track Name: Unloved
Left alone with time on my hands
as a child, wondering when
(I'd) hear from you again
Not allowed to cry for a man
as a child, who should have been there
told never to care
the hours pass, the skies grow dim
Never knew when, I'd see you again
call him by name- father
every year, growing in fear of being unloved
Pain will ease with time, so we're told
(but) how can you undo many years
of irrational fears?
Did you even try to defend anything?
Were you hesitant? Feels like I was sent
to spend so many days alone
Never knew when, I'd see you again
call him by name- father
every year, growing in fear of being unloved
Hours make our distance seem so vast
daunting as my thoughts have become
can't forget where I'm from
Am I still important?
Do I still matter to our family,
or should I be
waiting for light that won't shine in?
Never knew when I'd see you again
call him by name- father
every year, growing in fear of being unloved
Never know when you'll need me again
call me by name- daughter
every year, growing in fear
of being unloved by you.
Track Name: Blight Town
The grayness of decay
The sewers lead the way
Abandoned by the flame
The terrors of the past
The courage that won't last
The poison building up
Cut me, Burn me, You rotting slime
Treading, Waist deep, Life on the line
Come down, Way down
To blight town
Hang on, Stay (a) while
In blight town tonight all right
Starving, Raging, Carve out a path
Find it, Face it
And stab it through the heart
Come down, Way down
To blight town
Hang on, Stay (a) while
In blight town tonight all right
The darkest deed is done
So now it's time to run
A single spark above
The torches light a path
A shred of hope at last
The knight that wears a sun
Fighting, Climbing, To nightmare's end
Look back, Think hard
What's still ahead for you
Come down, Way down
To blight town
Hang on, Don't die
In blight town tonight all right
Track Name: Hard Working Man
Monday morning glory
The week has just begun
I'm having fun, No forty hours for me
Someone somewhere told me
Can't always get your way
Things to give up
For future's sake pay the price
Don't tell me what is not allowed
I'll turn the whole world upside...
Down the drain your life goes
Promotion, money, job
And status too, Forgive me if I refuse
Don't tell me what is not allowed
I'll turn the whole world upside
Down, you keep your ways
I'll keep mine too
This wisdom I will share with
You, the hard working man
You do all you can
But my friend, in the end you'll be spent, tell me why I should even try
Cause look at the others here
They do not even care
So tell me how that's
Fair or not I don't care
It's better to relax, and that's a fact
In forty years think again
Don't tell me what is not allowed
I'll turn the whole world upside
Down, you keep your ways
I'll keep mine too
This wisdom I will share with
You, the hard working man
You do all you can
But my friend, in the end, you'll be spent, tell me why, I should even try
Cause look at the others here
They do not even care
So tell me how that's
Fair, the hard working man
You do all you can
But my friend, in the end, you'll be spent, tell me why, I should even try
It's time to get out of here
I do not even care
This job is yours to bear
Partly cloudy weather
You've nothing else to say
Then wonder why
At work I choose not to stay
Don't tell me what is not allowed
I'll turn the whole world upside
Down, you keep your ways I'll keep mine too This wisdom I will share with
You, the hard working man
You do all you can
But my friend, in the end, you'll be spent, tell me Why, I should even try
It's time to get out of here
I do not even care
This job is yours to bear
Track Name: Drunk And Mad
He was not there, at the end
He would not even give a damn
The spirit quickly fading
Soon to be flying into the night sky
Soon even you will know
That what you reap is what you sow
Now take your shots and go away
Darkest day, tragedy
Say goodbye to your sanity
Can't sit up, stinking breath
Shaking hands at this wake of death
And one more, another
You can't stop yourself
No sense of guilt, sense of shame, Cause the drink is to blame yeah
Don't pay attention forget what you see in my single moment of tranquility
You keep on drinking out of spite
straight through the night
The bottle's emp-ty again
Going to start a fight
You're drunk and mad
So drunk and mad
Yeah drunk and mad
You're drunk and mad, hey
Storm has passed, damage done
Beg for mercy but we have none
Nothing new, out of you
Same as last time and next time too
And one more, another
You can't stop yourself
No sense of guilt, sense of shame, cause the drink is to blame yeah
Wait for the strangers to leave, the show can begin, by your anger and
Shame, all the same
You keep on drinking out of spite
straight through the night
The bottle's emp-ty again
Going to start a fight
You're drunk and mad
So drunk and mad
Yeah drunk and mad
You're drunk and mad, hey
Soon even you will know
That what you reap is what you sow
Now take your shots and go away
Wait for the strangers to leave, the show can begin, out of anger and
Shame, all the same
You keep on drinking out of spite
straight through the night
The bottle's emp-ty again
Going to start a fight, that's right
You won't be welcome here again
Don't give a damn
You stumble for another drink
Grabbing it with your hand
You scream and shout and slam the door
Then want some more
The bottle's emp-ty again
Now that You've gotten drunk
and mad